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無乜野做的禮拜六<<無乜野做的禮拜六>> (2009-11-14 六) 這天拜六在地盤都是唔知自己做緊乜野既, 其實呢排都唔係好知道自己做緊乜野一樣. 下晝放工後去了KTM Railway station 呢度我覺得真係一個好特別既地方因為呢度係馬來西亞既地方. 真係好奇怪架呢, 成個新加坡, 只有這條鐵路同埋旁邊既範圍係馬來西亞既. 仲要有個車站係市中心. 真係好得意. 我居然可以入到去, 仲可以去埋月台果度影相. 呢個係一個很古式古香既車站, 很特別呢, 之後一 個人行左去outram, 再去了bugis 買野 就返屋企了. 一個禮拜的工作<<一個禮拜的工作>> (2009-11-09 to 2009-11-13 一至五) 這個禮拜都叫做是忙碌的工作. 禮拜一無啦啦有個AECOM BRANDING LUNCH, 無啦啦因為公司改個logo, 有個celebration lunch 係SMU果度啦, 咁我朝早同左shan出左site然後返去site office 再坐阿raymond fok既車去了smu. 一齊去既還有ann pang 同cailing. 其實咁樣真係有點晒時間既. 禮拜二呢, 又俾人捉左出去行site, 因為唔知點解之前裝左係個basement wall 上既果d prisim無拉啦俾人cum住左. 咁要去睇睇啦.去到, 咁啱有工人係度, 咁又有boom lift, 嘩, 我真係上左去睇果d crack.... 嘩, 真係好驚呢, 個boom lift真係好高... 同我同一個台有個印度既工人control the boom lift. 我一路都扮望住面牆唔敢望下面... 因為實在是太高了. 禮拜四又無啦啦出左去睇果d opening, 都唔知佢地搞乜野, d claddiing glass同埋個structural opening 唔夾 都唔知邊個諗既. 禮拜五晚上同左wendy. wai kit abhinav去了食飯, 我地去了holland V 既cha cha cha果家mexico既餐廳. 都幾特別既地方. 其實都有點怪怪地, 有我啦, 有印度人abhinav, 同埋兩個大肚婆一齊去食飯. 哈哈. 呢度既mexico beer又幾特別喎. 之後我地仲去了食雪糕同埋甜品. 哈哈, 很relax的一個晚上. Satay Beehoon<<Satay Beehoon>> (2009-11-08 日) 今天都是同平時既禮拜日一樣啦, 我今日唯一有點不同的是早了一點出門口囉, 然後我是去了watsons 買了個禮物...原來那個Ferrero Rocher 的朱古力咁快呢度就有了. 這個新的味道也真的是不錯呢. 之後就返了教會崇拜. 哈哈, 看見慧妮, 生日快樂呢. 今天的崇拜是關於the parable of sower and the parable of light. 今天是Pastor Lilian 講道. 很好呢, 很聽得入去...其中一個很重要的是, 要cast away all my cares to God. 這個真的很重要呢. 之後和朋友們去了食野... 哈哈, 都好像平時一樣的來食雞飯吧. 見倒阿charles...嘩, 佢好西利呢, 之前去了australia去參加果個solar power car competition. 真係西利. 之後就返左去教會再彈了一會結他. 晚上同anais, ivan, daniel, brian wong, gavin, ben wu 一齊去了daniel既朋友宏記satay mee. 係clementi central 果度既hawker center 果度食satay mee. 呢次應該係我第一次呢, POWERFUL! hahahahaha. Chi Fai eat abalone tonight<<Chi Fai eat abalone tonight>> (2009-11-07 六) 今天早上都是返工啦, 諗住返去地盤就會有survey record, 但是等了成天都是沒有... 咁算啦... 咁就做其他野啦. 禮拜六都是很累的... 眼眼訓訓就過了大半天. 下午約了小燕去睇戲. 今次睇了Michael Jackson的This is it. 原本我都係無乜點聽過佢既歌, 一開始既時候話原來係講佢點樣整個concert, 嘩, 心諗, 死囉, 會唔會好悶架... 但係睇落又ok喎, Michael Jackson真係好型, 同埋其他既跳舞既, 結他手, 鼓手, musical director....等等人都好型好型呀. 當然最好睇是michael jackson跳既舞啦. 真係好型呀. 今天我地黎既係the cathay. 其實應該唔係第一次黎呢度睇戲, 但係唔知係咪個theatre新裝修, 好似係第一次黎呢度睇戲呢. 之後呢, 我地去左orchard central 果度食飯, 去了一家叫做阿一天下的地方. 這裏真的很奇怪, 食乜野都有abalone既配搭, 但係真係有成隻既abalone係度架. 真係幾特別...我地叫了baked rice, steam rice and one veggie. 之後上左去roof garden行了一會, 之後就回去了. 留低 vs 離去<<留低 vs 離去>> (2009-11-06 五) 今天還是很忙的又要出site 又要做office work, 真係好忙. 下晝eng sin終於黎了site, 帶左佢出去睇左又係兩三個鐘. 之後放工後還要返office 去做一個conference with HY, RF, Choon San, and Eng Sin, 嘩真係好攰了. 今天下午搭RF既車返去office的時候, 佢無啦啦問我, 問我如果我留低我會唔會介意. 我說, 其實都無乜所謂, 如果工作需要要留耐d既話, 咁咪留囉, 我唔mind. 唉... 突然覺得, 生命呢樣野真係唔係好到自己控制. 老實說, 之前真的有一段時間很想留在新加坡, 那個時候甚至想到要不要留在這個地方長做... 但是, 那一刻的衝動已經過去... 後來決定了要返香港, 也做好了心理準備要返番去香港啦, 估唔到佢無啦啦又會咁問... 老實說, 我真的不介意留多一段時間. 但是我想我介意的是這樣下去我真的計劃不了自己的事情吧. 人就係咁架啦, 要你走既時候你想留低, 要你留低既時候你又想走. not so good<<not so good>> (2009-11-03 to 2009-11-05 二至四) This week has been another busy week. I spent most of my time working on the columns. Actually this is not complicated but the problem is that i have to explain and discuss with different bosses in headoffice and the construction site so have to spend time at both places. What's more is that i still have to spend some time to handle some site issue. Now is about 2 weeks to TOP1 so everybody is rushing... Wed night i had dinner with Wendy at coral village near our headoffice. We eat curry fish head. Dat one is very tasty, but not as tasty as the one we tried in JB about one year ago. If I got time must go back to JB to try the curry fish head before i go back to HK. Thur nite worked until 9pm. i really dun understand why i need to work until so late but still cannot finish my work. Fortunately cailing wait for me to have dinner together. We had dinner at harbour front after work. Last time i wanna try the tom yom fried rice but din order so this time can order. The taste is good, haha, but the tom yom soup is spicy. The wed and thu are not so good leh. tired already. Wa... the Columns<<Wa... the Columns>> (2009-11-02 一) This morning i go to the site to inspect the columns. Wa.... Actually i dun like going to site coz it is too dirty and hot. SRE Shan was with me and we just walked there... it has been a hot hot morning and what i hate most is the noise and the stuffy air inside the basement. Wa... floor also flooded that my socks get wet... we walked there for the whole morning and do some survey and markings then return to the headoffice... mmmm...got problem.. YOU are my rock in times of trouble!<<YOU are my rock in times of trouble!>> (2009-11-01 日)
今天很早就起身了, 因為今天要返教會breakfast selling. 大概今次是最後一次的breakfast selling了.
返到去教會都只是早上的八點半. 剛剛好的時間. 其實呢個時候教會已經很多人了. 因為早上的崇拜是九時開始英文崇拜的, 我地開始賣早餐的候是八點半開始, 咁其實都是賣中式的早餐啦. 今天慧妮也有來, 因為佢要代另外一個朋友. 跟住maryann遲到了. 唔緊要啦, 都係咁賣架啫. 唔知點解今日既食物好像比平時多. 哈哈, 其實每一次賣早餐都會遇到以下幾個困難.
1. 怕俾人地既面或者粥既份量太多.
2. 怕收錯錢, 因為好多不同的item, 雖然只是幾種不同的item, 但是早上沒有睡醒, 所以係咁架啦
3. 怕不粥既時候六親手.
哈哈. 這天早上都很好呢, 洗好野之後我就同慧妮去了搵阿茵去了kopitiem食晏. 咁我叫了mutabak. 哈哈, 都幾飽. 為左下晝既崇拜唔眼訓, 我還叫了ice kopi. 很好很好.
我地三個都是幾傾得埋的. 雖然慧妮比我地細一段年紀, 但是其實很欣賞佢對神同埋對朋友既態度. 是真的. 這是一個我很欣賞的朋友.
我地傾左好耐, 之後我同慧妮返YC. 這天特別的是我同左佢坐左係左邊....哈哈, 或者崇拜就係咁. 我習慣的位置是中間第三行的. 今天在左邊.
然後是敬拜. 今天的講道真的很好. 其實今天是一個以前呢個YC的一個uncle Mark Ng黎講道. 一開始的時候叫我地找對象唔使咁心急... 其實真係老生常談啦, 但係呢個時候聽總是又會覺得有d野. 之後呢, 今天其實是講how to trust god. At the end of service, he asks us to choose one of the 3 prayers in the bulletin that can mostly tell what you needs to God. I have chosen the third one, the prayer is like this.
Prayer of Trust by Thomas Merton
My Lord God,
I have no idea where i am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do i really know myself.
And the fact that I think,
that I am following your will.
Does not mean that i am actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you.
Does in fact please you,
And i hope that I have the desire in all that i am doing.
I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire.
And i know that if I do this, You will lead me by the right road.
Though I may know nothing about it.
Therefore I will trust you always.
Though I may seems to be lost, and in the shadow of death.
I will not fear, for you are ever with me.
and you will never leave me to face my troubles alone, Amen.
真係一睇頭果兩句都已經知道我會揀呢個祈禱了. 之後和慧妮分享了自己的心情. 也跟她分享了一些自己的想法. 很好很好呢.
之後崇拜完之前我們還唱了一首詩歌.
<<Faithful One>>
Lord of all I depend on you
I call out to you, again and again I call out to you, again and again You are my rock in times of trouble you lift me up when I fall down All through the storm Your love is, the anchor My hope is in You alone YEAP! GOD IS FAITHFUL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~! After service winnie also prays for me... Thank you for your prayer and i also thank God that he has given me so much blessing that I can meet this good friend at the time i stay in Singapore. 之後去了同各位弟兄姐妹去了WATERLOO飲茶. 哈哈. 我地要黎番個GUYS NIGHT. HAHA 之後回了教會再彈了結他. 晚上一個人去了PLAZA SING食晚飯同埋想去買禮物, 但是買不到. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 這陣子好像是突然間明白了很多東西似的. 心裏滿是喜樂和平安. 同前幾日比較真好大對比呢. 希望可以這樣繼續下去~! 禮拜六的工作天<<禮拜六的工作天>> (2009-10-31 六)
今天是禮拜六, 但是都是要返工. 雖然真係好hae 好hae. 我呢, 今朝返到地盤九點零, 然後我去左canteen食左個本地既早餐, 同阿shan同toh一齊吹水吹完水都已經十點鐘了, 然後就返番去自己個位無乜野做就上下網咁啦. 咁都幾過癮既. 實在是有點悶呢.
上完網, 跟住阿shan又話有d野傾... 阿shan都是比較長氣... 真係有點好長好長氣. 但既然無乜野搞吹下水又何仿. 哈哈. 之後我地兩個出左去vivo食飯, 然後再返番去site. 跟住我好快就走左.
一條友無野做禮拜六既下晝跟住我就自己一個人去左vivo city既gloria jean飲咖啡. 而家發覺其實週末去下coffee shop都是一個幾relaxing 既活動. 我係度叫了一杯咖啡, 跟住坐左差不多兩個幾鐘係度睇自己既日記. 就是自己來了新加坡之後的日記. 原來這真的是很過癮的一個經驗.
之後呢, 一個人無野做走左上去mount faber, 呢度原來都幾靚個喎, 可以看到sentosa之外同埋可以望倒好遠既city center, 都幾靚的. 呢度好多遊客.... 我都是其中一個遊客. 在這裏還有一個jewel box, 好似好靚既一個餐廳. 有機會既真係要黎呢度食下飯呢.
望出去, 見倒遠處既雨雲越黎越近, 閃電也越來越近真係有點驚呢. 所以跟住就走左... 落番去harbour front搭車走.
晚上是約了表姐同埋表姐夫食飯. 我地去左clark quay既the center裏面既一間美國餐廳食飯. 呢度食既西餐都幾得意呀. 都不錯. 我地都是傾下黎緊佢地結婚既安排咁啦. 真係好呢, 簡簡單單的一餐飯也是很好很好的.
之後回家了. 看電視到很夜然後很眼訓就睡了. Surrender, no doubt<<Surrender, no doubt>> (2009-10-30 五) 今天返工都係好得閒呀, 哈哈哈哈, 無風無浪又過左一個禮拜. 放工啦. 之後一個去左食麥記. 之後去了tampines既jeanie既屋企去cell group. 今天晚上很好呢, 有很多朋友都有來. 開始的時候都是玩下game 啦, 我差不多八點半倒先至到. 之後有一些時間是worship的時間, 和平時一樣. 但是很不一樣的, 是今天在worship 同埋祈禱既時候tanny提左我一樣好重要既野. "Surrender, no doubt" 嘩... 真係仲晒. hey, surrender呀. 醒未呀你區智輝. 好, 就係因為呢句野, 好似搵番個方向咁. 終於明白應該點樣做, 好像有番晒方向. 今天是商量我地下個禮拜如何出去bless ppl. 我同nicole, maryann and sharon一組. 好. 睇下下一個禮拜應該怎樣做. 大家一齊祈禱啦. 看看神怎樣帶領我們. 很好呢, 終於好番好多啦. 埋怨<<埋怨>> (2009-10-29 四) "其實人生就係有順利同埋有唔順利既時候架啦!" 我好大語氣既同阿媽係電話講. 我好似鬧緊我自己... 我係度埋怨緊神... 這天晚上真係好唔開心. 也許也是這一句說話trigger了自己壓住左既情緒, 所以一個人喊左出黎. 因為太過唔開心了, 所以選擇了早d訓. Seek Ye First<<Seek Ye First>> (2009-10-28 三) 經過兩日既心情低低地之後, 今日終於有點回升的跡象. 今朝早搭巴士返工, 有一句經文出現在我的腦裏面 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness;and all these things shall be added unto you." Matthew 6:33 對了, 是要先求祂的國和祂的義. 就從這個方向再出發. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 今日返工反而又無乜特別喎. 又無乜特別野發生. 所以今日好早就走左 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 跟據原來既計劃, 今天晚上先是去了老巴刹食了晚餐, 然後再出去海傍影下夜境. 哈哈. 結果全程都有影相既... 還是在亂諗野吧. 這幾天總是在想, 到了那一天我們真的是要道別的時候會是怎樣呢? 我應該怎樣預備這一天呢? 這天晚上的旅程就好似係自己個腦裏面綵排我地真係要道別既時候既情形了. 唉... 我覺得, 預期還是要在可惜和失望之中失去, 不如快快樂樂的珍惜還可以相處的時間吧. 唔應該<<唔應該>> (2009-10-27 二) 呢排有陣時心情麻麻... 每每遇到心情唔好既時候, 就會同自己說, "唔應該係咁... 做一個基督徒應該是開開心心至係架麻..." 如果令自己更加覺得自己不滯... 真係唔應該係咁既... 唔好發夢啦阿輝... * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 一個人太悶, 想出去抖抖氣, 所以今天晚上去了clark quay行下諗住散散悶氣... 結果都無乜野好地方去, 去左一陣, 食了burger king, 還是回家吧. 回家的路上電話播著一首舊歌...嘩...... 區智輝呀區智輝, 今天晚上我點首歌過你聽. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * <<兄妹>> 對我好 對我好 好到無路可退 可是我也很想有個人陪 才不願把你得罪 於是那麼迂迴 一時進 一時退 保持安全範圍 這個陰謀讓我好慚愧 享受被愛滋味 卻不讓你想入非非 就讓我們虛偽 有感情別浪費 不能相愛的一對 親愛像兩兄妹 愛讓我們虛偽 我得到於事無補的安慰 你也得到模仿愛上一個人的機會 殘忍也不失慈悲 這樣的關係你說多完美 眼看你 看著我 看得那麼曖昧 被愛愛人原來一樣可悲 為什麼竟然防備 別人給我獻媚 不能推 不能要 要了怕你誤會 讓我想起曾經愛過誰 我所要的他不給 好像小偷一樣卑微 就讓我們虛偽 有感情別浪費 不能相愛的一對 親愛像兩兄妹 愛讓我們虛偽 我得到於事無補的安慰 你也得到模仿愛上一個人的機會 殘忍也不失慈悲 這樣的關係你說多完美 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * "真係唔應該係咁架!" 如果在天堂看見你<<如果在天堂看見你>> (2009-10-26 一) 今天也是blur blur地既... 成日都唔知自己做緊乜野... 香港的朋友放假, 怪唔之得我call左成日都搵唔倒醫生check果個report. 放工既時候.... 一個人去了食面... 食雲吞面. 有一點寂寞的感覺... 一個人... 大概是因為少了你係度啦. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 回家的路上在想, 如果有一日我去到天堂, 在那裏也可以見到你就好啦. Love, without Fear<<Love, without Fear>> (2009-10-25 日) 今天很晏才起身, 落了屋企樓下食了早餐, 食了大包, egg prata, Teh C, 很飽的一個早餐. 之後呢, 返了屋企做了兩件事 1. 清理好自己個銀包, 要清理好所有的單據同埋錢幣 2. IRON MY SHIRTS.... 哈哈. 之後好趕咁返大去教會崇拜. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 崇拜今天的敬拜很活躍. 我們站到台前去敬拜. 哈哈, 大家一齊跳既時候個地板真係震呢, 哈哈. 我有點驚.... 今天是ian wong講道... 真的很仲呢. 我很尊心的聽著聽著. 印象很深刻的是, 人總是用人的方法去愛人, 很多時也用fear去控制所愛的人... 但神是不同, 神是真的用愛去愛人... so, it's love without fear. 很深刻的一次崇拜. 之後一班人去了食野, 我地都是好似平時咁樣啦. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 之後我去了bukit timah, 因為今日約左你食飯. 原本今天是一齊去動物園既日子, 但是因為工作的關係, 唔緊要啦, 我地還有時間, 可以再去. 我地去左bukit timah 的一個好出名既文東記雞飯店. 哈哈, 看來這應該是新加坡最出名的雞飯店呢. 我地叫了兩個人份量的雞, 冬菇加西蘭花, 一個飯share同埋drinks...看來這裏真的很出名, 很多人專登渣車黎呢度打包雞飯走. 呢度一個打包既雞飯都要五個八呢. 真係幾貴. 平時我食果d雞飯都只係三蚊倒. 一邊食一邊傾偈啦, 我告訴了你這次我返香港發生了甚麼事... 哈哈, 好似講故事一樣. 你也告訴我你最近工作很忙呢. 因為我地約得好早, 食完飯都只不過是七點. 大家都好飽了. 所以我地決定轉移地點去食甜品. 我地搭了巴士去bukit batok, 去了這裏一個shopping mall 裏面的coffee bean. 我地叫了drinks, 還share 了 cheese cake and warm chocolate cake. 雖然是簡簡單單的食野, 但係我覺得這是一個很好的時間. 離開的時候, 我記得應該是一走出商場的時候, 你無啦啦同我講左句. "你好快d打電話去睇下份報告啦" 嘩... 我呆左兩秒... 果種warm既感覺真係好似中箭咁中左入個心果度... 之後我地等巴士啦. 我問, 你會唔會覺得我兩個禮拜前咁同你講好運吉... 因為我都覺得我自己好運吉. 巴士上我再問了你一些問題. 其實我同你一樣, 也覺得很可惜, 很可惜, 很可惜... 送了你回家, 之後我都回家了. 我地再約過去動物園啦. Chi Fai's Jolly Shandy Explodes<<Chi Fai's Jolly Shandy Explodes>> (2009-10-24 六) Today i work for the whole day at the construction site. Have to finish some details about the modification works of B2 driveway and have to finish up some other details for all other areas, have been busy for the whole morning. In the afternoon, can become less busy and can concentrate on the design of the B2 driveway. Haha, Shan send me some photos on the 20 footer trailer get stuck in the B2 driveway and have damaged the 4.5m headroom roadsign. Haha, it's funny and has waken up all the big bosses... haha, nothing can do rite now since only less than 30 days to TOP. I finish the design and leave site at about 530pm. After that i go to IMM at Jurong East alone to buy two shirts. Quite cheap, the grey one is only 19 while the black one is only 16. quite cheap. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Reach home at about 10. Coz on fri i bought 6 cans of jolly shandy and that time i wanted to drink them fast so i put them in the freezer. I forgot to take them out and they have stayed in the freezer for 1 day.... eventually the remaining 5 cans explode in the freezer... wasting me time to clean up the freezer... then dunno why become hungry. Cook one instant noodle with bee hoon. Hey, I am on the bus and the bus starts moving<<Hey, I am on the bus and the bus starts moving>> (2009-10-23 五) 呢日一樣咁忙呢. 今天忙左一天, 真係有點辛苦. 晚上諗住七點鐘走跟住去jeanie 屋企返cell啦, 點知, 上左巴士先收倒阿shan既電話, 叫我返去做野... "Hey, I am on the bus and the bus starts moving!" 阿shan話有緊要野, 咁咪返去囉. 返到去個contractor 幾惡, 又話呢樣又話果樣... 咁我咪同佢check囉... 點知過得半個鐘, 又死死地氣咁返黎話無野照做. 真係唔知應該俾乜野反應. 算啦, 都唔使咁勞氣, 反正都仲有兩個月都返香港囉. 仲計較咁多做乜. 唔係咁好<<唔係咁好>> (2009-10-21 to 2009-10-22 三至四) 呢兩日就唔係咁好啦. 同埋, 好忙囉做野. 拜四忍唔住咁忙既生活, 早左d離開地盤, 大概六點半走左. Chi Fai Understands Something<<Chi Fai Understands Something>> (2009-10-20 二) 尋天晚上睇了冼的blog, 再回想了肥鴻在禮拜六分享的那一首詩歌, 再看了希伯來書11章... 好像是明白了些東西. 今天在想了一天, 好像再明白了多一些的東西. 發覺... 有些東西要放手就係要放手... 唔係自己鐘意就要都要有既... 信得過神既話就放手啦~! Starting my last season in Singapore<<Starting my last season in Singapore>> (2009-10-19 一) 今朝搭飛機, 回來了. 今天開始了最後在這裏的兩個月, 要好好珍惜最後這兩個月的時間呢. 是的, 要好好珍惜. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 一返到去就忙忙忙, 今天晚上做野做到九點... |
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